it's a deadened burden, dear , you've b eco m e. an apotheosis carcass. a conjoined twin withered at my abdomen. i would rid me of you if i wouldn't float off without your presence. nonentity boy, deexistence vector: i was all you were . . . then you outfiltered me. depleting the oxygen on a per atom basis: suffocation, child, is what you've come to embody; a passivity structure; the aggressor of me. it is perfectly fine to dilapidate me // /\ \ \ \ // / [right.] child i my Apotheosis i i wa i te d for YOU i endured fo r Y O u i endur ed Thr o ug h you i' ve become o N L y yo u but you don't exist like you used to exist i never became what you wanted me to found a place on the map, distinctly drew in my name, colored my boundaries in purple -- so i so ld out!? i sold away you? Apotheosis i still breathe for you, nonentity child! --i still solely own you and you/'/r/e still /s/o /t/er/r/ibl/y/ /P/eR/F/E/c/T/ in my head [[ but it throbs now ] so you wanted to desecrate me you succeeded. knew you weren't lesser than me you were right. thought i might not be quite so omnipotent, so spongelike/absorbent / / . . .all-encompassing you were right, you succeeded, it's over nonentity boi, i still cling to you, and i clutch you to me tho you fled in abhorrance. Apotheosis child, you sank deep into me, i lost me in you much too quickly. and now all that remains is self-pity.