extens0rs and outgrowth.
electroshock, great barrier: constricted with delusion, and weak grasps at attachment. i spent seasons palpating mortality, and comprehending the coldness that grows inside me: the incarnation of chasms, duration bound by phantasms, and how incongruence with masses can contort into knifethrust. [ i absorbed affliction, restricted the ruin, pretended that it was all as pro m is e d] oh dread loneliness, how your extensors and outgrowth are too worth embracing . . . how the seed of neurosis entrenches, then settles and strengthens. how even deprived of all stimuli, it rouses and alters the conscious. and this dreary depiction, reverberation of burdens lucid with each lung contraction.. . . it's pressure from inconsequence of action, and how i wither and weaken beneath it (c)2000 nitr0tiC